ShieAnn�s second chance

Hello, My name is ShieAnn, I am 28 years old and currently in college for Registered Nurse and looking to have earned a career as a APRN midwife to help deliver babies some day. I love family but I never really had one to call my own and it�s a big thing to me that one day I�m able to give my child everything i never had (especially emotionally and mentally). As for my journey I have been battling reproductive issues since the age of 13. It started off with rupturing ovarian cysts, followed by borderline PCOS�and now has landed amongst endometriosis (also known as endo). I was diagnosed with endo Jan 6, 2017 and have been through so many ups and downs since. I struggled to manage my illnesses my whole life but endo had a bigger battle planned for me that i wouldn�t wish on my enemy (infertility). May of 2018 i found out endo blocked one of my Fallopian tubes. In June of 2018 I was put on medication to regulate my cycle and eventually get me pregnant some day. It turns out June or July of 2018 i got pregnant and in August of 2018 i officially confirmed it. Up until that moment I was convinced after a year of trying and failing i couldn�t conceive. Sept 3, 2018 i was left with no other option but to receive an injection to induce a miscarriage due to me having an ectopic pregnancy (a baby growing outside of the uterus). One month later Oct 3, 2018 i swore it was all over but then my baby ruptured my tube and i was hemorrhaging. I lost my right tube and officially lost my child. At this point i was now being told my only option to conceive again is IVF but the only �problem is i can�t afford it and my insurance won�t cover it. I feared not being able to have another baby delivered safely but i never knew a greater fear would come of not having enough money to afford a procedure to become a mother. There�s nothing i want more in life than to become a mother and if i died without leaving a little me behind I�d die forever broken. Some want to be rich i just want to give my love to a little version of me. I deserve to be a mother. I just wish it were easy for me like it is for others to get pregnant. I didn�t want to do this and not sure how open to friends and family I�ll be about this funding page but I�m humbling myself to say i need help. I just want another chance to be a mom. This 18k is to pay for my in vitro fertilization (IVF) as well as medications needed throughout treatment. I plan to use these contributions to finally give myself the gift of another child. No new baby can replace the one i lost but it means that second child of mine gets to get double the love from me and that can only mean great things. I don�t come from a financially fortunate family so getting help from them isn�t possible. I�m the only one chasing a degree and crying to God daily for another chance at being a mother. I will give my child a great life but i need another chance at having a baby and IVF is my only safe option. In advance thank you to any and everyone for all donations (even if it�s a dollar) I�m forever grateful and although i may or may not know you I send love your way because anyone who can bless me in this has gifted me a new chance at life and will forever have a special place in my heart