New born love

My name is Christopher gadson I a African American man. That is part of the lgbtq community. Recently. My 4year old. Nephew was left on my door step buy my sister I have had him now for 3 years. Thru the courts I am currently looking to bring another bundle of joy into the world thru a surrogate however with the cost of taking care of my nephew it is hard for me to make my own dream come true now