Husband�s ultimate dream: to be called �daddy�.

My name is Rebecca and I am 39 years old. I have kids from my first marriage, but due to the divorce agreement I don�t have them with me. I got remarried and have been living with my husband in South Africa, far away from my kids. My husband�s wants to have a child of his own, and I can�t deny him that. Even though I�ve had my tubes tied and his sperm count is very low, we still dream of completing our family here in South Africa. We can�t afford IVF treatment, as living in South Africa is a battle on its own. It�s been very hard for me. But the idea of nurturing a little bundle of joy overwhelms us each day. This is my husband�s ultimate dream: to be called �daddy�. And myself, well, I just want a reason to keep on living. ?