Struggling with life

Hello, I�ve wasted so much money with this organization thinking/praying/hoping they would truly be able to help. I was tired of pouring my money into other people and seeing nothing for myself. I�ve asked for them to showcase fundraisers that were close to deadline and had no donations, Yet still I only see fundraisers of people who are doing good and almost at their goal. I�ve mentioned that my husband and I come from families that cannot afford to help us and I�ve spent money to try and get this funded I�ve made this url into a QR code and put them on stickers and placed them in public places that can get visibility. I don�t have many friends, the only friends I have are just there when things are good. I�m not the best writer but I originally had put the truth and how I felt. My husband and I have been up and down with how life has been treating us. We really want kids for our own. This has now been my second transfer the 1st ended in a miscarriage. I have been off of work for almost 5 months because I have an inverted uterus and am very high risk. The savings we had have gone we are in our last hope. Nun the less I�m stressing over the bill when this is all done. Because if this fails we still will have to pay with nothing to show.