Building our family

Hello my name is Chakila I'm 43 and a mother of 4 beautiful children . Some years ago my husband decided he didn't want children anymore. Pretty much forced me to get a tubal ligation. It's been 11 years since we divorced. I regret tying my tubes . About 7 years ago I met the most wonderful person in the world and my children love him. And he loves them. We've talked for a few years about having children. As he has no children of his own and I've been beating myself thinking him wanting biological children will someday cause issues with us even though he assures he loves me. I feel selfish keeping him from something I know he truly wants. And I want as well. We dont discuss our personal life to people as we are very private. Thats why this is so hard to do. So I decided on going through adoption or tubal ligation reversal. I really want to surprise him.But with my age adoption or ivf are my only choices and I really want to do this for him as well as for me. We have baby fever like you wouldn't imagine. Just hoping with a little help and God we'll get blessed soon.