A New Beginning/ Tubal reversal

My name is Coddie Lyman I am fundraising for myself and my soon to be husband. I am 38 years old and had my tubes tied 5 years ago I was in an abusive relationship with my sons father that lasted for 9 years he was physically, and emotionally abusive and it got worse when I got pregnant. I was scared to leave so I let him convince me to tie my tubes not knowing he would cheat and have another child 2 months later. Well I freed myself of that dark place and met a wonderful man that I call my soulmate and he has no children. I want to be able to fulfill both our dream and wish to un-tie my tubes and make a beautiful blessing. As I did not know my choice would be the biggest regret. I want to be able to bring a blessing of our own into this world I'm asking for help to be able to make our dreams come true and have a BABY!!!??????