A mothers Dream

Hello I’m sunny, at a very early age in life I knew I wanted to be a mother. And god blessed me with my daughter whom is now 12 I suffered with endometriosis which caused cyst so big that it cut off my abilities to use the restroom which I was hospitalized for.my doctor told me if didn’t do the surgery I would die because it was causing massive infection but the thought of no king having that natural ability made me less then a woman and the fear my husband would want a woman whom could bare with no complications, however he stuck by me and proved I was more the enough promising me that we wouldn’t give up on our journey I loss my ovary in that battle and felt less of a woman still but I’m now 30 and it’s so heavy on my heart to begin my path to baby. I’m in a constant battle of feeling as I can never be a mother again. That surgery forever changed my life, being a mother again has always been my dream and my hearts break with every pregnancy announcement I hear or see. Am I worthy is what I ask. I’m wanting to to do a egg transplant so that I can have my LAST experience of expanding just to get that moment back to have a half of me and my husband. He’s been more then supportive and we are taken action but I can’t do this without you please ?? if you see this help us expand our beautiful family take back the moment stolen from us. I know to some this may not be important but it’s my dream.