A chance at becoming a mom again

Hello my name is Darlene I Hicks I am looking into becoming a mother again I recently was in a very troubled relationship and once I had my son I was forced to get my tubes tied I was in a very abusive manipulative relationship and now I am currently recently married And I am very much still wanting to have a child my husband doesn�t have any children and it has been so depressing trying to figure out ways that I can make life again I have been saving up as well as trying to do what I can to get the help to make this possible again I love children with all my heart and I actually end up having a son who unfortunately was terribly ill spends most of his life in the hospital breathing machines feeding tubes tons of medication and I just want to be able to have a child again anything helps thank you for anyone who may want to help me and thank you for those who don�t just for reading my story and God bless you